According to Wikipedia the word sissy in short is a derogative term for a male who doesn’t meet the standard male gender role. sissies lack of courage, strength, and male libido and might have feminine interests and/or display effeminate behavior or might be homosexual. In general the word sissy seem to have no positive connotations in current usage.
On the other hand my own life as a complete sissy and cuckold is ensuring me a lot of compliments for being pleasant and obedient or even cute and “a nice fuck”. Expressions that real Men use to use for Women but not for other “men” as long as They aren’t gay Themself.
When i’m talking about sissyness i’m of course talking about my own experiences and desires. Not that i’d think another sissy couldn’t come to another understanding of her nature. But being a real sissy slut just as long as i remember i of course have had a lot of time and reason to think about myself and my just too obvious sexual deviation. But is my sissyness really a “sexual deviation” like my undeniable Fetishism or Zoophilia?
Is Blanchard right when he talks about autogynephilia in contrast to transsexualism? No, i really don’t think about me as a real Woman … and yes, i in fact use to be totally aroused be my own feminity. But still i’m craving for being seen and treated as the utterly feminized slut i am. And i’m sure that i wouldn’t break off if my Mistress would insist into a SRS … just to deny me even the very last “male” relief by jilling into my panties … and to create another entrance into my body that could be used by Her Lovers.
Or is Miss D right who once taught me to see sissies like myself as a third gender … neither a Man nor a real Woman but something in between … only meant to serve and support the Superior genders who alone are responsible for human reproduction. Wouldn’t that be a much better explanation for my submissive nature? And my burning desire not to be mistaken for a man?
Is it a deviation that i use to worship real Women and Men? And when i’m craving for being seen as a pathetic panty jiller who wouldn’t ever try to compete with a real Man? Or is it maybe just my genetic sissy gender that leads me almost naturally to this kind of behavior? Just like sissy dolly ann who claims to be pantysexual instead of being hetero or homosexual?
i don’t know. i definitely prefer Miss D’s interpretation since She gave me more orientation. But to be such a fetishist for Women and Their delicate clothes that i myself want to live Their sensuality and sexuality sounds also pretty appropriate. So i in fact really don’t care how i fit into any psychological scale!
And why am i telling all this? It’s because i want to say that i won’t argue from any special psychological perspective within my coming posts. i will relate to this or that psychological or evolutionary theory or moral position to explain different aspects of (my) sissyness. But i will leave it to Y/you whether Y/you might think that they are telling the truth about your or Your slaves sissyness as well. And hopefully you will find that this special sexual deviation i’m talking about is just a healthy reaction to the life we are granted to live.